journal #16

[ampercand]

 once again... a long absence. simon asked me why i wanted to post on dreamwidth and frankly, i like dreamwidth (or just having a sort of blog) because i can talk about my life from a 3rd person perspective (?) like im talking to someone who is reading this. which is probably nobody, i dont think sunny nor simon use their dreamwidth accounts anymore, so its just me! 

alot of stuff has happened since i last wrote here, which was feburary. jeez. i really should start writing here again. but ill narrow it down:

• i graduated! no more school, woohoo! but unfortunately, i have to start my first job soon in late july
• i started therapy! good for me.
• i went through all sorts of bumps in my relationship and sometimes struggle to keep it together, but i believe in myself (and us) to pull through
• i had all sorts of fixations! all sorts of media. mostly video games.
• my family helped me completely re-model my room! its green now, and less cramped. i also have a new bed, and for the first time in years: a bed frame! theres also some really ugly vinyl flooring now that is always dirty no matter how many times you sweep or mop.

im running out of things to talk about and are getting a little drowsy, so after this im off straight to bed. maybe ill listen to some music to fall asleep to...